"The Last Song I'm Wasting On You"

"The Last Song I'm Wasting On You"

Sparkling grey,
Through my own veins.
Any more than a whisper,
Any sudden movement of my heart.
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day (one moment at a time)

Give up your way, you could be anything, (if you only grew up)
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me (when you don't know what love really is)
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate.

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good.
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me (i believed you entirely)
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby (though sometimes i wish i could)

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again. (hopefully...)